Crossing the Field

The chill in the air haunts
the black stones washed clean
by the tepid river
it flows past cottonwoods
that carry their mortal burden
on their heads they speak
only in sign language
mincing words
a human could not say
the ice floes have melted
the rains stopped
little moisture but my belabored breath
crossing the field
pheasants take flight
field mice scurry
the chill means nothing
to those ensconced in the earth
I have left and returned
smelling of honey and smoke
aromas of belonging
but I cannot say where
I have eaten the bitter fruit
of not being there
I carry my mortal burden
on my back wet with winter’s chill
fires line the woods
the pond glazes over
I look far afield
but must camp alone